I know that life has beautiful things and ugly things, I know ... but it is very difficult to accept the ugly, accept the world as it is.
Sometimes the world I dislike, and do not write this post in a moment of melancholy, or distress, or existential pessimism, it's just so I do not like.
The street where I live is very angostita, double hand, cars parked on both sides and has no sidewalk, so no choice but to share space with cars going and coming, tread carefully . Now that I'm pregnant when I walk in first thing I think is my belly to protect it.
Sometimes I feel very vulnerable. When I see the cars go at a speed too high, or very close to mine, I feel the hostility handlers, who are not caring for others, I think that "I have to take care of others", I feel that Life is like a jungle where you have to be always 'alert' to know how to respond to attacks from other ... at least for now ... and that is where I think of my baby who is so warm and protected inside the belly and me is a kind of melancholy and say ".. love that you have to face the world, how I wish that were so, it was just beautiful .. a fabulous charm" ...
My little one is innocent in the belly ... and left little for us to know ...